Beauty

There are moments when my entire life so far, all that happened, all those people who touched my life, flashes in front of my eyes…

First of all, those moments in itself are not in seconds, it stretches on like an ocean of time. For me, it is like lying on my back on the grass and watching the night sky… or watching the autumn leaves letting go… or my grandmother’s hands and the way her skin seemed like soft paper. So many days, yet only so few moments.

I guess I could be pretty pissed-off with the wrongs that happened, but it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much of beauty in this world.

Sometimes I feel like seeing it all at once and it’s too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember to relax... and try not to hold on to it. It flows through me like rain and I can’t feel anything but gratitude… for every single moment of my stupid life.

May be you won’t have an idea about what I am talking about. But don’t worry. You will someday.